jieyu world

22/1/2012

2012-01-22T11:18:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Eve
2012 not a very good start for me
I hope that Chinese New Year can help me get rid of all this shit
Even me, myself don't know what's going on
Still can't quite figure out
But I guess everything gonna be alright soon
Went 'Mango' yesterday and got myself tipsy for 2 times
All thanks to TAY YU JIE
In the end both of us KO
P/S: I treated you as good friend and this is what you are doing
I'm seriously fucking disappointed with this world
Even my friend is like this

1/1/2012 (1)

2012-01-01T19:46:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year
2011 is gone and it's over

What I hope for 2012 ...
All my friends to be happy and we continue to meet up
All of us to score well in studies
Everyone to be healthy and stress-free
Since I'm 1 year older, I hope to be wiser

What I want for 2012 ....
Go BKK for a shopping trip
A Iphone 4s
More $_$
A good GPA

1/1/2012

2012-01-01T18:49:00.002+08:00

Dana's ROM

Congrats to the newly couple!
Went to Dana's ROM with the few girls
Had been such a long time since we all gather like this
My secondary school classmates !
Dana look awesome on that day
I seriously hope that they will be happy
Marriage is not a day or a night but a life time and forever
Left quite early as all of them were leaving so I left with them
Parted with them and took bus back to Whitesand mall with Peifang
Oh ya, before going to dana's rom, we went to A&F and when I skip into the place
It look like a club to me (with the music they playing) and the smell of guys perfume were very strong
When to interchange with peifang and she went home
Shopped at whitesand mall while waiting for Xinyi to meet me
Went over to Nex to watch chipmunks with the usual clique
Chipmunks were so cute!
Left them at around 10.30pm (feeling so bad)
Meet Tongshan to go over to titanium but the cab uncle didn't want to drive us to marina area
Ok, we understand maybe because of road block but he didn't even want to drive us to bugis
Tongshan and me were like WTF
So no choice, we went over to eileen's house to look for her
Left her house super late at about 12+am
So we took cab to city hall (This uncle willing to drove us there)
Took a super long time to find Titanium because I only know how to walk there in the mall and the mall doors were close
In addition, I'm the only one who know where Titanium is
Expected Titanium to be full so no where to go, just went over to find Rebbecca as she's working there
That ah lian!
Saw the 3 of us and hugged us
Slack at her workplace till it's close
3.30am, no where to go and Titanium called to say that there's seat
But I'm really too tired!
So sorry to Eileen, didn't celebrate much on her birthday
I left and wanted to wait for a cab, the number of people there were so scary
Me, alone walk from Titanium to Marina sq
Stupid me walk the long path and the path were full of drunk people
Quite scared, seriously
Waited for cab for 1 hour
Tried to on call cab but their network were busy
Lucky I didn't manage to on call for a cab, didn't know the fare increase to $8 until the taxi driver told me
But that uncle was really kind, he took me in despite having on call at CQ
Fare home was $8 = on call fee
Reach home at 5.15am with my tired body
.
.
.
.
Mango - Hollywood - Home

Went to mango for a chilling session, nothing much
Quite surprise that Yinn went with us
After mango and I though that I would be going home
But Fion ask me to go Hollywood for second round
I know that I had already reach my limit at Mango, if i drink again, I will be tipsy
Didn't want to disappoint her so I promise to go
Went there and play games like drinking pure martell for 5 seconds
First time drinking pure without mixer
It seriously feel like drinking fire, HOT
A bit tipsy! But I still know what I'm doing
So home sweet home at 5am
.
.
.
First time to MBS

Went to MBS with Leecheng
A normally shopping day
After MBS headed to Bugis for a super short shopping before kokyick and Jason reach to watch
Sherlock Holmes
Nice movie but if without Kokyick explaining to us while the movie is showing
I think that Leecheng and I would be able to understand the movie
Took bus home after the movie, good that the movie end just nice for us to catch a bus

28/12/2011

2011-12-28T15:30:00.003+08:00

Change my blog song back to kiss the rain by Yiruma
Didn't sleep much
1hour of sleep so resulting in the 'no mood' attitude for me during work
Seriously what happened to me ytd?
I stare at the wall for a good 7 hours and I can't sleep
No matter which position I sleep, everything is just so wrong
So I gave up in the end, only close my eyes
Slept at 8+ in the morning and have to wake up at 9.30 to work
Got to get back my sleep later when I end work
Sleep full full to go have some drinks at the night
*eyes closing in progress*
My reaction currently is dam slow which makes me look stupid
Nice song!

P/S: 2011 is ending soon
The new year, new start 2012
I hope everything will go smoothly for me, my friends and my family
Can't wait for the new year to arrive

28/ 12/2011

2011-12-27T21:52:00.006+08:00

Gonna update my blog with pictures and my life!
.
.
.
Malaysia Trip!
Went to JB with LeeCheng, Xinyi, Yin, Fion and Frenda
Meet LeeCheng, Xinyi and Yin at bugis to take the yellow bus to JB
While Fion and Frenda went woodlands straight
Reach JB and while waiting for Fion and Frenda
We went to B1 to grab a bite, I prefer Malaysia Shihlin snack than Sg
When they reached, went over to eat curry fish head
NICE~
Order 2 medium curry fish head
The total bill is only about 70+RM with drinks
So cheap compared to Sg
Took a cab over to Holiday Plaza
Did our nails there while Yin Touch up her eyebrow
Almost everything in Malaysia are cheap
Did soft gel nails + classic nails (remove of dead skin) + design only 105RM
Headed to KSL for a mini shopping spree
But I prefer City Sq more than there
Had our dinner!
Went back to City Sq for another shopping spree
But quite a lot of them are tired so didn't shop much there but I wanna go back again to look at their shoes
Saw quite as few that's nice and it's on sales
Reach Sg at about 10+ going 11
A very tiring yet filling day
I like!

Our passport
LeeCheng's and my passport are the elmo ones

My CMI face w/o makeup
Eyes so small :(

My nails!

Just a random picture of what my mum did to my elmo

.
.
.
.
Yin's birthday celebration
Although we are now all busy with our own life, we still make a point to meet up and celebrate for each other birthday
She's one of my super best friend
Knew her since Primary 1 which is like 12 years and still counting
Went to orchard for the celebration
So many sales are on!
Especially are the branded goods
Got myself a mini Coach wristlet too
.
.
.
.
My eyes look quite small w/o the help of fake lashes
But I'm so lazy to wear them

This sushi is the nicest among all

.
.
.
.
.
Meet up with meimei randomly!
Went up to her place and played with Kingsley for a while
My little god-son
So cute!
When I'm leaving, i carried him into the room and he crawl out
He saw me leaving and he cried
Aww, so sweet like his mother
Went to City hall to walk around
Had my lunch + dinner
Since she's leaving early, went to meet my friend since she's working at suntec city
So helped her to close her stall and went for a little chilling
Recently had been going out since it's holiday and I spend quite a lot

Saw Xinyi coincidentally

Meimei post this along with this picture
So touch to see this
'A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out'

19/12/2011

2011-12-19T10:47:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest buddy!
Yinn, happy 19th birthday to you :D
Will be having celebration later
Please stop the rain :(
Dyeing hair in progess, DIY !
Bye bye to bright brown hair and hello to black hair :D

18/12/2011

2011-12-18T12:55:00.003+08:00

YEA!
Holiday is here :D
So finally, waited for so so so long and I'm gonna make full use of this holiday to study my FA, go out, have fun
Just saw a wedding proposal, was so romantic
So how feel that people getting marry because of having children doesn't have a proper wedding proposal
That's such a pity.
It's like once for a life time and they don't have it
School had been pretty fine if there's no FA
Failed my UT1 for FA
Surprising I done well for both of my H modules :D
Which is good because the UTs stand 70% and Daily grade 30%
Unlike all those B module 50-50
Today is my OFF day
Got to accompany meimei to find for dress to wear for Dana's ROM
Currently waiting for her call to inform me that she's awake and I doubt she will wake up early because she slept at 9am in the morning!!!

P.S : 2011 is ending soon and we are all stepping to a new beginning, be it good or bad, it's just life and we will just have to accept it!

10/12/1011

2011-12-10T20:56:00.000+08:00

This is so me!

No matter what, every one will love you because you are ruled by the Moon. You
day dream a lot, you have a very low-self esteem, you need to have a back up for
every move in your life, you are very unpredictable. You tend to change
according to time and circumstances, selfish, have a very strong sense of
musical and artistic talent and powerful verbal communication. You can be sweet
as an angel and can be ruthless when double-crossed. Some might say you have a
sixth sense. You will become a poet, writer, an artist or a businessperson. You
are not strong in love, so your relationship will be in disarray until you
settle down. If you are a girl, you will be responsible for your family. If you
are a man, you tend to get involve in fights & arguments in the family. You will
sacrifice your life for your family. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad
vision. You make a well-balanced person. Your best match is 2, 7,5, and 9 no
other people can put up with you!

26/11/2011

2011-11-26T19:05:00.002+08:00

Just realize that i had not been blogging!
Don't wanna see a dead blog so here I am
Life still the same old thing, school school school and work work work
Currently working and the sales really sucks ttm
LeeCheng working at amk hub for today
Thanks for her chocolate and Milo
Had been studying for the exams nowadays
After next week exam, it will mark the end of my UT1 and next next week will be the start of my UT 2
Exams are very near,really
Had been quite stress over my studies especially all those B module
Will try not to skip school anymore!
Holidays count down - 20 days :D
.
.
.
.
As usual, what we do in class? Web-cam
New classmate - Karen :)

5/11/2011

2011-11-05T19:39:00.003+08:00

'Stop dreaming because things wouldn't get real'
but
dreaming is the only time when I feel that I'm nearer to my hope
while
hope is the only thing that keeps me motivated

Went to visit little Kingsley last week
Soon he's gonna be one year old
How time pass ....
It's really been a year
Still remember how you found out your pregnancy
How many tears, pain and courage you had to bring him into this world?
Things that you did for the sake of Kingsley
It doesn't matter if you can't give him a dad because you are just his dad and mum
I'm sure that Kingsley will understand when he grow up
All the pain and how much you had suffer in the past
While playing with him, he's so CUTE
Without any worries, moving here and there
Went to the kitchen and hide in the hole
While playing with him, he kept on smiling at me
I'm just waiting for him to call me godmother
That little naughty boy!

16/10/11

2011-10-16T12:07:00.003+08:00

What a motivation!
I remember that I heard this when I attended a workshop during secondary school
Everyone is born to be a winner because you were once the quickest sperm among all your brothers or sisters
Ya, so even before we are born, we had already won
I hate business modules
It's killing me man!
Yet 3 out of 5 modules are business modules
I'm so dead
Realize that I only update my blog on every sunday during work
But today, i'm working full day
Hopefully that I wouldn't die
Mum going genting (again) with her friends tmr and will be back on wed
If I'm in my secondary school time, without much thinking, I would skip school
But now, really have to think twice :(
.
.
.
.
Look in the center (red dot)
and
the blue circle will be gone :)

9/10/2011

2011-10-09T18:45:00.002+08:00

School started, new classmates, new modules
Classmates were still alright, perhaps it's just the first few days so didn't talk much
Modules for this sem is a killer
Got to be a good student and start to study
Recently watch Friends with benefits and crazy stupid love
Both movie = awesome
The next movie that I wanna watch would be the change up
Class is so boring with my W24E
Class is so quiet without W24E
Although we had been meeting up to have our lunch and go home together
Still the times that we spend together is so short
No more Carmen keep on calling me to help her buy drinks
No more Dian to give me advise on online shopping
No more Sam to talk about HK drama
No more Xintong to scold
So many no more!
But it's ok, because we are going to have another chalet during our next long holiday which fall on the end of Feb
Seems long uh?
It's just a sem so I guess it would pass quite fast
Nowadays had been having the urge of going overseas
Want to go BKK
So I'm saving money now for this trip
Want to buy Iphone
So I'm working hard now for this phone
Had not been going to clubs because I didn't want to waste money on alcohol and I'm so sick of drinking now
But if it's free, it would be another case
Meimei had been calling me to go clubs but had been rejecting her which make me feel super bad

1/10/11

2011-10-01T19:09:00.003+08:00

Photo taken at NSRCC lobby :D
Well, this is still not all of them
Some of them were late
Yup, chalet with W24E was really really fun
I love chalet with friends because those times that we spend together is really precious
For the 1st day, only slept for 1 hour!!!
Slept at 11+a.m
(More update of the chalet will be in the next post)
But too bad that we are all moving into different class but luckily one of my classmate happen to be my next semester classmate again
For my new class, happen to know other 2 person as there were from my OP group
I believe that everyone had already check their GPA and I'm really very disappointed with my result
So I'm gonna work harder for next semester but really, when I see the modules that I will be taking, I had no confidence
Business course which I learn nothing at all and will be learning POA
I really dislike business course!
But still I can't run away from it
Just for 6 months

The most funny photo!

Picnic day!

2011-09-17T12:41:00.005+08:00

Just found out that I got so many photos that I have not uploaded
So while working, I'm also blogging!
Today full day of working, 11 - 10
After that going PH with meimei
She had been telling me how awesome the song is over there
Finally had the chance to go there and I heard that it's very pack
Air-con = no air-con
Monday went kallang to celebrate mooncake + lantern day
Played candlers!
My lantern burned in the first 15mins :(
So sad for me, no lantern!
Enjoyed myself a lot this week but the though of working next week really ....
But it's ok!
I can play hard this week :)
Mum had been complaining me coming home very late recently but I really hate to stay at home
So boring can.
Photo time

Super overdue photo!

6/9/2011

2011-09-06T21:04:00.005+08:00

Today is the first day of work
Currently working as tele-marketer with meimei
Meet her for lunch today and head to the office
But it's really a very boring job so i think that I wouldn't be working for long
Maybe for 3 weeks at most but the timing is so slack
From 1pm - 6pm
Went for movie plus shopping with Carmen and Dian yesterday
313 & Cine & Ion
Saw the newly open shop H&M, the queue to go inside is really long
Would really want to find out what's so nice about that shop
Why is everyone willing to queue to go in, will check it out one day when there's no queue
Watched 'the cat' and it's scary
It's not the ghost that is scary or the story
It's the random of the ghost, it just appear without any warning and that scare us
Carmen was like covering her eyes and Dian was shouting
Funny ttm!
.
.
.
.
.
Ok, just some more updates for my birthday celebration part II (i know it's a bit late)
Went to meet Dionis and Pf for dinner first and head down to CQ
Walk around and waited for the rest
They tried to fool me but in the end ...
Haha, just blame it on their poor acting skill
Also pf and my super pro acting
Cab down to BQ Amber21
I really regretted calling yujie along!
The first thing he do when he come, toast me and he mix it for me plus it's without ice
I can't hold alcohol well so after the first cup that was mixed by yujie, my head start to spin
Everything just continue and goes on and on
I really enjoy it, thanks everyone but I really can't cry when the cake is coming out
Reach home at 4plus and still have to go for my work
Some photos to share and there's still more
Too lazy to upload all

30/8/2011

2011-08-30T19:13:00.003+08:00

Without knowing, it had already been 3 years
Blog for 3 years, looking at my blog post in 2008, lots of memories
Seen how much I had change, be it the typing or my wearing
Realize that every one had grown up
Birthday celebration part I
On the 28 Aug, went for the F1 training with meiling and it's located at Fairmont hotel
Had to wear at least 1" heels, bun up my hair and had to wear pants (not jeans)
Totally regretted for signing up, need to buy the shoes and pants
At least $60 fly!
If it's a interview, I would confirm reject the job but too bad I can't cause i sign up through school
Holidays started already but I had been having fun
Really got to go work and earn money to save up in my bank
I got so many things that I want!
Holiday = expenses increase
But the best thing is that I'm still not employ at the moment
Yea!
Okay, back to topic
Went for the F1 training and collect my dress + top which I brought online ( I love it)
Headed to Bugis to meet my girls to celebrate my birthday
So So So long since I last saw Yin
Lunch + Dinner and they treated me, 감사합니다
After which really got nothing to do!
Walked around at marina sq
Me and leecheng was dam funny
Before meeting us, she was working at suntec city and me training at city hall
Then we both went to Bugis and back to city hall and then again back to Bugis for dessert @ 记得吃
Thanks Samantha for the discount as it's her sister shop
After that home sweet home
Will be blogging about my birthday celebration part II
The first time I drink so much!
Some photo

29/8/11

2011-08-29T00:24:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday to myself
Well, I'm 19 and still the same
Hope that now I'm older, I can have more money in my bank, a good GPA, go for more overseas trip and lastly have a good relationship with all my good friends :)
Although sometimes I might be nasty in my words or "black" face, you will still bear with me uh
So here I am, staying till so late saying that thank you and I really love you all
Knowing all of you for so long, some even more than half of my age
Really no words can express it, well enough to cover my feelings and thoughts
You all are the ones who filled my Secondary school with colours
Some even Primary School
Even though now that we are all in different schools, we might drift apart but I still hope that we can all squeeze some time out to chill out or to have meals together
The days when we turn bad, the days when we start smoking together
It's all stored deep in my heart
Best Friend Forever <3
PS: Will update more about my birthday celebration
Got to sleep now as I'm really very tired!

26/8/11

2011-08-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Will be updating real soon
Had been busy with UTs but finally ended
Birthday coming so photos are coming up

2011-08-13T18:59:00.003+08:00

Formal day!
Had to wear formal to school yesterday and it's was really awesome to see all of my classmate to be in formal
But I must say that seeing all girls in heels was really so epic
Yesterday, plaster was the best friend of the girls
Everyone is looking for plaster and even took off their shoes in class
Which include me too
There's someone in my class said this
'the way that you walk is wrong, you shouldn't put your focus in the front. Your back should touch the floor first. AIya, you all don't know how to walk with heels'
In additional that 'someone' is a guy somemore!
Went to KTV with classmates after that and we spend half of the time figuring out the sound system
Left early with Zaf as I'm meeting meimei to go to facial with her
Wearing heels that day was really something that I utterly regretted
Went to orchard for facial and went to 313 for dinner plus short shopping
Reach home with super pain leg
Poor me working from 11am to 10pm today
The sales super sucks now
.
.
.
.
.
Just because I'm not tearing, it doesn't mean that I'm not crying inside
Just because I'm strong, it doesn't mean that I can stand anything
Really wondering!
Who will?

Little kingsley!
What a angel face you got
Every time when I'm not in the good mood, you picture never fail to make my day
Such a cute boy
In 2 months time, you are turning 1 year old
Never forget how you mum suffered when having you alright?
Although you might be inside her stomach but I'm sure that you can hear it
Be good to your mum, she's the only one
But don't forget your god-mothers too!

7/8/11

2011-08-07T18:48:00.006+08:00

Next week gonna be the last week of school after that study week and UT3
Which also marks the end of this semester
Had been with this class for 4 months, although it's not a very long period but it's enough for us to bond together
Semester 2 will be changing class
We might not be be in the same class but remember we still have the FB group (W24E)
So gonna miss all of them in the class but perhaps not the F5
Carmen!
I know you will read my blog, will miss your deep deep and the times we bully each other
Haha :D
As for dian, I will miss doing online shopping with her
She's one of my closer friend in the class because we had the same fashion taste
We definitely look like sister
Same bag, same curl hair and same type of clothing
Hopefully we will still be able to be in same class next semester
Class will be having chalet on the end of Sep
Everything is confirm, chalet booked :)
So looking forward to it!
Chalet with friends is really something that almost everyone can enjoy
My last chalet with friends was really enjoyable and FUN
I miss all of my girls
Tiffany, peifang (although I just meet you ytd), yijie, meimei, eileen, tongshan, dionis but not amber! :D
Also I had been missing a guy
My little Kingsley!
God-mother will be going over to visit you on tue

31/7/11

2011-07-31T17:43:00.003+08:00

I really need to take more pictures so that I'll have more to upload in blog
Had been a very good girl, staying at home on weekends night due to illness
Really feel like trying powerhouse, had been hearing friends saying that it's fun
But ghost month is going to start tonight
Doubt would be staying out late for that month
So happy that my birthday fall on chinese 1st Aug whereby the ghost month is over
Therefore can celebrate till late!
But 19 years old is really not a big deal
Finally meet up with my girls on wed!
Had steamboat together
The topic that we talk while having steamboat is really a epic one
Talk about what will we do when we have babies at this age
Due to me and xinyi both sick
we both share one pot and there's 2 soup so we took one each
The other poor 4 people have to share one pot
Count down to holiday!
Less than 1 month, wooooos
I'm going crazy during that 5 weeks
Feel quite guilty for ordering clothes again from sprees
But what goes out must come in too
I sold and I must buy too right
A very good reason for me to buy clothes!

21/7/2011

2011-07-21T11:41:00.003+08:00

Realize that we had not meet up for quite some time
Everyone is busy with their own stuff
Skipped school today due to fever+cough
Aww, had been feeling so unwell for going to a week
My holiday gonna start earlier than what I expected
Yea!
My birthday happen to be holiday
Oh god man, how nice can you be to me?
Suddenly feel like taking a little break from everything
Going out of Singapore seems to be a good idea but there's no one to go with me
Really want to go HK!
I wanna go shopping non-stop
What we normally gain from going oversea?
A hole in the pocket, A relax trip or time to do whatever we want
Heard this from my teacher 'We need to response to situations and not react'
So what's the different between response and react?
Response is to think before you act while react is to act before you think which is the most nature you
But just how many of us can react to people?
There is always a line that we can never cross over and this is the gap
Gap exist between people!
Goodbye :)

9/7/2011

2011-07-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

Forgot to blog last week again
Went helipad again!!!
But the DJ that day sucks ttm, when we wanted to change to power house the song suddenly very nice
But after 1hr or so, it sucks again
Next time gonna see who the DJ is before order drinks
UT2 start, making me busy again
UT3 is in a month time
Suddenly feel like eating steamboat
How long have it been since my last steamboat
Gonna control my spending till Sep
Why Sep?
Because it's my long holiday so gonna work again and save dam hard
So I plan to stop shopping for 2 months
Only buy what I need and not what I want
Working currently and the sales suck today
Less than 100 and it's going to be 8.30 soon!!!

25/6/2011

2011-06-25T16:07:00.004+08:00

Welcome myself back! I try to make it weekly to blog but seriously I've got no time
Okay, Shall talk about my life now
School life - Starting to get sick of school! Got back 3 UT grades
I just fxxx it!!!
Although score well for my science (A, 4.0GPA) but for my math and problem solving (C, 2.0GPA)
What's wrong with it? It's only UT 1 and my grades are like shit
What about my coming UT2 and UT3?
Would my aim of 3.0 GPA fly?
But it's ok
I wouldn't fail because of UT1 because I still have my daily grade and UT2&3
.
.
.
.
Last week went 3 clubs in a day!!! Happening isit?
Titanium, Avarter and Butter factory!
Titanium was still alright but the next 2 totally sucks ttm
It's packed and hot
I don't need to move and I'm sweating like hell with air-con and fan in the room
The dance floor was filled with people, don't even think of walking through
That's butter factory
As for avarter, I have no comments on it
Maybe it don't suit me because of the songs
Went in = Turn off
Stay in less than 30 min and change to Butter factory
Stay in Butter till 3plus and went home
Sorry to people whom I'm with on Friday, I'm really too tired after school and my body clock shut down at around 2a.m
But still, I'm looking forward to go rebel, zirca with you guys
Let's plan when we are all having holidays
Shall let the photos continue!!!

Waiting to go in Butter Factory :)

A photo with the two army guys
Since kokyick went to army, we had not seen each other

The girls that day!

Went to celebrate amber's birthday Yesterday with Yijie, Eileen, Tong shan, Tiffany, Joy, dionis
V8 then sheesha
Hot like hell to sit outside
First time sheesha, don't really like it though and I hate drinking beer
Feel like vomiting after drinking beer
Leave at around 11plus, waiting cab and there's no sight of any
Ended up took bus home
Not bad uh, save money!
Woke up 8.30 to work
Tired like hell now!
Actually wanted to go Helipad but with my current energy level, I doubt I could stay up till so late
Plus my mum is complaining about me going home late
Shall stay at home today and get a lifeless weekend
Going to upload the photos we took Yesterday in my next post

12/4/2011

2011-06-12T15:53:00.003+08:00

Holidays gonna be over soon, going back to school tomorrow
UT on tue and thu, both modules that I hated
But still without any choice, have to study for it
Had a filling 1.5 weeks holiday, meet up with friends
A little gathering with Secondary classmates
How long had it been since we had a gathering like this but the sad thing is, not all of them are there
I think only those that were close were there
Attended Zr's birthday bbq at east coast and I reach at 2pm to help up
The way they throw the cake were seriously dam it
Such a joker were they and I throw shawn's cigg into the sea but only 1
Don't really dare to throw much, worry that he would be angry
Found out that they were really a group of idiots but when with them, it's really fun like hell
Yesterday went club with them after work
First clubing and I went with them
They should felt proud
Helipad @ the central
It's lady's night!!!
Enjoy myself inside but most of the songs I don't really like
Left at 3 plus, walk with meimei and yujie
Cabbed home with him because meimei went to find her friend :(
But really, thanks to your guys for the night
It's really really fun to be with you all!

4/6/10

2011-06-04T13:01:00.002+08:00

Web-cam in class is a entertainment to me and I believe some other friends too
While Faci is going through 6P or other groups are doing their presentations, web-cam is the only thing to keep me awake
It's already half a year, June!
Another 3 months, gonna change class
I hate it when I go into a totally new environment
But I guess I will just have to get used to it because have to do so for twice a year
Holidays is here!
Money go faster than it comes and it's now GSS period
Sales is every where, how can I stop?
Finally got the email that I'm selected for the F1 event (dam happy)
Have never seen real life F1 and it's at night some more
Cool isn't it?
The work place is near to my house too, Sep!!!
Although it's holiday but still have to go back to school
Yesterday just went back for OB workshop and visit to Newater
It totally pissed me off
Went to the toilet with my friends and when we came back, our bags are in front at the stage
Want us to sit on the floor? No way man!
We came first and we have to sit on the floor?
Then what for I wake up so early and reach school 30mins before the talk?
I did that just to ensure that I have a place to sit on the CHAIR
First some first serve, totally a joke
Was really dam pissed off, we took our bag and leave
So they mean that students are not allow to go to the toilet before the start of the talk?
When you said that no reserve of seats, we understand but who the hell would use bag to reserve seats with their phones and wallets inside?
I believe yesterday was the most unlucky day for us
When we took the bus to the Newater visit, bus broke down half way
Students have to squeeze in 1 bus
Though that the Newater visit would be at marina area but it's at expo
So went to expo sales and the bus uncle was really nice to drive 4 of us to expo mrt station!

20/5/11

2011-05-20T20:58:00.003+08:00

Firstly wish QKL a happy 19th birthday, although didn't celebrate on your big day
Back to blogging again
On tue went out with my girls to celebrate Qkl's birthday at scape
First time there and find it boring
Happen to saw peifang as she's working there
Had so much to catch up with her but the time don't allow me to do so
We meet pretty late that day and we have to go home early due to school the next day
I think we went home about 8plus or so?
Shopped around town area and just brought a sandals which made me very unhappy
Had been wanting to go shopping yet ended up just brought one item
Nevermind, it's ok!
Just gonna wait for GSS (Coming soon)
Had my UT dry run a few days back and had a feel on how UT is like
Hopefully I wouldn't do badly in it
This week I'm so happy, got my first A and just checked my math another A
Woo, I'm so in love with my math faci
She had never gave me a C or D
Monday will be my first UT which is cognitive & problem solving
Yea, this module is really a brain cracking one
There's like no right or wrong answer, just depends on how you 'fight' to show that your answer is correct
First time working after school, I guess it's ok?
Cause slacking job, still can do my homework here and blog!!!

She <3 me, haha
Carmen! Don't be too shy when I look straight into your eyes
Funny girl
When you look straight into her eyes, she will shy

3 of us are wearing the same clothes yo!Took with wk a few days ago when he came to find me in me class :)

14/5/11

2011-05-14T21:14:00.002+08:00

School had been very good for me but I badly want a A in my daily grade
BBBBBBBBB is what I get :(
So bored with my work
UT is coming soon!
First UT in poly, gonna strike for the best
Yesterday, went bowling with poly friends
Ok, let me name a few out
Jojo, Sharon, Carmen, Shawn, Hadmi, Jon and etc etc
Never been out with so many people before, 14 peoples
OMG, even when eating, we had to separate
But still it was fun
Seriously, went to a cafe to eat yesterday at maria sq and I swear that I wouldn't go back
Their utensils were dirty, their service is slow (with us paying GST) and their cup has a dead insert
If the service is like this, why the hell should we pay for the GST?
How long had it been since I last done my full make up
Haha
Went to school with super super light makeup only
When I said that one day, I want to come to school without makeup
Friends were like, no please ( like they will see ghost )
But my make up is really light only :(
Okay, gonna close shop soon
Shall end my post here!

8/5/11

2011-05-08T20:01:00.006+08:00

I'm beginning to feel lazy to update my blog but just can't stand it to rot so here am I
To update perhaps once a week
Currently I'm working but dig out some time to blog instead of watching show
Schooling every weekdays and working on one of the weekend
But for this week, worked for both days
You know, I had been spending a lot recently so have to earn it back
A busy life for me would be better then a boring one
How the hell could I stand to stay at home every single day without rotting
Alright, actually I had lots of picture to upload but too lazy to do so
Taking photos almost everyday in school using web-cam
Facebooking when faci is teaching
But sometimes feel really bad because I feel so useless in team
I don't know how to use powerpoint!
Yea, stupid me
At times, I didn't know what I'm presenting too or even what I'm talking too
But UT 1 is coming!!!
Oh my god, hopefully I wouldn't fail it
The thing is, I can refer to 6P during UT
Hopefully the question wouldn't be difficult and please be straight forward
Or else I would still be dead even with the 6P
.
.
.
.
.
.
Went to tongshan's house a few days ago to catch up with them
I still love them lots lots
Super miss the times we had at the chalet
Hope that we would be able to plan another one soon

As usual web-caming in class during break time

30/4/2011

2011-04-30T12:55:00.003+08:00

Yea!
Enjoying my life currently
Had steamboat after school at Xy's house with all the secondary school friends
It's been long since I last saw them
I didn't know that from woodlands to TM, 20 mins is all I need
Great isn't it? From 1 end to the other end
Went to buy ingredients with them
Left at about 10plus
Yesterday RJ was the worst one I ever had so far
But still finish it on time despite going home so late because I done my homework before I play
It's really awesome to have pool table in school
2 dollars is all you need to play a game
Played it during my lunch break, resulting only left with 45mins to prepare our presentation
Totally rush!
How long had it been since I touch pool?
A couple of year ago and my skill was like ....
Luckily Carmen taught me how to play so I didn't lose much to her
Just by 2 balls!
Last week had 3 days straight off day from school
and
This week another 3 days straight off
I'm lovin it!
June 2 will the start of my little holiday (1.5 weeks)
My birthday also happen to be on the last day of my UT test and it will be holiday the next day onwards for 5 weeks
Weees!

This is my class (W24E)!!!

22/4/2011

2011-04-22T18:07:00.002+08:00

School started and I believe that I'm adapting to poly life pretty well
Last week, went to their orientation and I had fun there
Through it was really tired
I'm so so happy that I didn't get lost in the school on my first day of school
The life in RP is just like presentation, presentation and still presentation
But it's kind of slack there
8.30a.m start school and break at 9.30a.m for 45mins
2nd meeting starts at 10.15a.m, again break for 2h 15mins
Last meeting at 1.30p.m and end school at 3.30p.m!
So slack right?
Keep on having break and FBing in class
Talk about our faci (teacher) on FB
But always didn't had the chance to eat full meal during lunch break
Because there's just far too many people
So for the time being, had to buy wraps during 1st break and eat during 2nd break
Had to rush our presentation within the 2h 15mins break too, that also explain why I had no time to eat
By the time I end school, my stomach is singing
I start school at 8.30 and I have to wake up at 6.15am
Have to get used to the 1hour journey to school
So for now, so far so good!
My first daily grade in poly was C, FML
C is consider as a pass alright?
There's A, B, C, D and F
So C belongs to the middle

Some photos taken during our 2h 15mins long break

14/4/11

2011-04-14T20:42:00.008+08:00

I'm too lazy to fill my post with words
Just some more photos from the chalet

8/4/11

2011-04-08T11:41:00.008+08:00

Chalet day 1 part 2

Well, I still have tons of pictures to upload but I'm too lazy to upload all
Just some more picture to go!
Had total of 200 over pictures, all thanks too Eileen Jong
For flowing my camera with photos
Just came back from genting with mum
Last holiday before my school starts and got to be a typical student again
Life will goes on like this
Home - School - Home
OR
Home - School - Work - Home
Went back to Secondary school a few days ago to get my cert
Chatted with madam Rozita for a while
She asked me what course I got into and when told her, her face was like "why you choose this course?"
Ya, actually I didn't know why I choose that course either
In fact, I had no choice to choose
At first, when my result was out
I though that I had did well, scoring 19 points
But after that, when I look though at the JAE booklet, I realize that my result was only just a pass
Because I failed my science, a lot of courses I couldn't make it
I wanted to choose hotel management but too many people are going in and I don't want to compare with the better students in future when I'm working
The market in it is just far too much
So, I choose event management
To be true, I'm not too sure if it's the one that I want but I had already been posted to this course
Perhaps I would regret in future for going to this course or even choose RP as my school
But I tell myself, this is the road that I choose so I would pay for the consequences
A few years back, I took the path to retain my N level and I've never regretted it
Because I get to know so many new friends and lastly finally manage to get into a poly
Regrets?
Isn't life fill with this word?
I'm not a god, so I wouldn't be able to know what my future holds but the only thing that I can do for now
For myself or for my future is to try not to regret and finish my 3 years course

3/4/11

2011-04-03T22:49:00.005+08:00

Chalet day 1 part 1
Gonna update my wordy blog with pictures for the past few post, got quite a number of photo to upload
But a few at a time
The very first thing that I look forward to was this chalet
Hmm, almost all the 4B1 girls were here (my clique) but only you were not here
Think that you wouldn't read my blog but still I really though that you would come but the fact is you didn't
It's okay!
Had some some some much fun over the weekend
People that were there are Tiffany, Eileen, Tong shan, Peifang, Dionis, Amber, Dana, Joy and Yijie
Woo~ All girls chalet
Happen to see Zr and guys
They were also having chalet on the same day as us
Not planned but it just happen and some more the same block also the same level as us
Just a few doors away and their bbq pit is just below our room
Meet up with Tong shan to Nex fairprice to get some of the food first and sun block
Dionis came down and tong shan's dad fetch us to BBQ Wholesale center to get our food
Eileen should go down to buy food with us but that idiot oversleep and reach the chalet dam late!
Tong shan's dad away fetch us down to Pasir Ris mrt station and meet Tiffany there to cab down together
Check In together, I think that we were earlier was the check in time was actually 2.30 but we got there at 2
We were dam shock to find out that our room was at level 2
All of us though that it is level 1 and the bbq pit should be just outside us
But it isn't that case
The first thing that we did when we reach there was to lie on the bed!
Nobody want to turn on the air-con
So without any choice, I went to the air-con and fan

Our chalet block and room number

Preparing the food

Our chef of the day, Tiffany! Know that she's doing?

A closer look! Cutting chicken with scissor

Human tower!

I really love this picture, My top top favorite photo taken.
Tiffany: 'I want bao bao"

Starting the fire!

What they were doing when we are starting fire, >:(To be continue ...

28/3/11

2011-03-28T21:25:00.002+08:00

A post just for you, my dear Yin
I'm not sure if you will read this post, maybe I'm just trying my luck
You had been going MIA this few months
Was busy due to my work but always when I tired to msg you or call you, there's no reply
In life, there's always passer-by
Entering and leaving
But what I'm sure is that, we are not passer-by but resistance
We will only enter and wouldn't leave
You seem to be the one leaving, not us
Perhaps because we don't have any comment topics to talk about now
You seldom contact us anymore
We will only meet up on events, like birthday celebration
Can't we meet up for chill and catch up?
Shouldn't close friends be like this?
It's not about the amount of words that we speak to each other but the number of years we had been friends
I really hope that you could contact us more often or at least reply our msges
You had been staying at home for the past few years, I believe you had enough rest
Don't you want to come out to the society to work and improve yourself?
You are 19 this year!
It's time for you to step out, not staying at home (always)
Please contact us alright?
We will always be there for you, friend

26/3/11

2011-03-26T17:07:00.002+08:00

On thur went to celebrate Hwee Teng's birthday after work
Just a simple celebration, having a meal together and shopping
But I know that I wasn't in the good mood to go shopping, was dam tired after work
So I'm sorry for the little face I gave
It's been a long time since I went to V8 for meal
Really miss their fish & chips, the price was also affordable
Shop around Bugis but not very happy with going home both hand empty
Bad habit of me now, once I go out and I don't buy something
Just wouldn't feel right
Will be ending my work on the 31st March which is the coming Thur
Finally this day had arrive, I wanna play and go shopping and go prawning!

13/3/11

2011-03-13T20:18:00.004+08:00

I love Sunday!
Finally reach my off day :)
I'm so sick of working life after almost 4 months of work as a boring admin
I swear that I can't get myself down to work as a office job
Guess that promoter or event job suits me better
At least I would be able to run about and talk to people
That's why I choose event management as my course
Yesterday, was at AMK working as my part-time job
Peifang came down to find me after that followed by Eileen, Tong Shan and Zhan Rong
We were discussing about the chalet thing and are all so looking forward to it
April gonna be a super filling month for me!!!
But I'm also looking forward to 31st March, my last day of work
Yea Yea,~ wow la la ~

8/3/11

2011-03-08T20:06:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm back after so long
Old lappy finally die on me and brought a new one :)
Yesterday went to RP to get all those stuff done and I swear that configuring the laptop is dam tiring
Had to stand there and they teach you how to do it yourself
I was in there for about 3 hours
Totally spend me about 5 hours to get all those stuff done including buying laptop and etc
To be true, I'm having a little fear going into a poly
I'm afraid of the new environment and had no friends in there
I heard that they change classmate every 6 months
Aww, I'm not someone who is very good at making friends :(
Scaring!
But think that would be able to make friends
Just train my skin to be thicker will do
Okay, after all those things at RP went down to Nex to meet Tongshan and Eileen
They were signing and the photo above are the room for the 3 of us
That room is bigger than my room alright!
With 1 whole body massage chair and a leg massage
When I went in, speechless!
Finally got all the booking of chalet done
So I'm looking forward to it

4/2/11

2011-02-04T14:58:00.001+08:00

I'm coughing my lungs out
Had been coughing since 24th Jan
Gonna visit a doctor if I'm not getting better
Anyway, Happy Chinese New Year
Ang Bao come come :D
My lappy is down, wouldn't be able to upload photos at the moment

25/1/11

2011-01-25T20:17:00.003+08:00

Just a shot wordy post here

When to visit my dad today after work

He was sleeping and I didn't want to wake him up so I was sitting there doing nothing

The nurse told me that he didn't want to eat his meal so when he wake up I called him to eat and feed him

Half-way while feeding, I suddenly cried but I manged to keep my tears in my eyes not letting it to come out

I saw my dad crying too

Is it because he's too touch?

We chatted for a while and I left

Couldn't help but when I left the ward, I was crying

Tomorrow will be the JAE posting result date

Woo!

24/1/11

2011-01-24T19:06:00.002+08:00

Was thinking about a lot of things yesterday
Everything happened so suddenly!
Well, old people are like that
illness are all over them but I never expect that my dad would be like that
He was awake but he couldn't move his body, it happened outside and luckily a guy called my mum
We rushed down and ambulance came
I though at first that it could highly possible be stroke but the doctor said that it's lungs infection
I was really wondering if it's something to do with lungs, why couldn't he move his body and my mum don't know how to ask the doctor
I was not around because she wanted me to go home and I'm with school's PE T-shirt and shorts when I went to TTS hospital
Had to travel with that clothing home from novena
Feel that my dad is really old now, how long had it been since I look clearly at him?
How long had it been since I last care about him?
How long had it been since I talk to him nicely?
Yesterday was his Birthday and this happen to him
I cried out in the hospital, I told my sister that I failed as a daughter
He is my dad yet I treated him like fuck
He dote on me the most among his 3 daughters and this is what he got back from me
When he's old I find him troublesome, find him irritating but had I really though of how good he treated me
Because he's old, the distance between us grew bigger and we tend to talk lesser
I'm someone who I wouldn't show my care out but in fact deep inside I do care a lot
Just that I didn't know how to express it out
I'm sorry, dad
I shouldn't have feel that way towards you or treat you like this
I know everyone is going to die one fine day and most likely parents will pass away before us
I know so do my dad, so for the last few years I gonna be a better daughter
Just like how you are a good father to me in the past
Finally understand how much my parents meant to me at last
Perhaps it's time to treasure before it's gone
After all he's still my dad and I'm still his daughter
I will try my very best to be a better daughter, trust myself that I can do it

21/1/11

2011-01-21T21:12:00.003+08:00

Am I stupid to choose RP?
Had been dwelling over this question
Well, am I wrong to choose the things that I like?
I want to study event management and not others
I don't think it's the school that matters but the result instead
Forever and ever the decision I made on my education people will say that I'm stupid
I choose to repeat my N level 2 years ago, people said that I'm stupid
But I prove them wrong by passing my N level on the second year
And now I got a 'not bad' results for my O level
I had never regretted repeating because at least I mange to get into a poly
I'm very sure and confirm that I wouldn't regret choosing RP instead of other Poly!

19/1/11

2011-01-19T19:22:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year is coming in about 2 weeks time and the best part is, I hadn't got my clothing ready :)
Ahh, really had no time to spare to go shopping!
A few days back, went to have a little catch up session with Leecheng, Bh and Ht
The weather was really cold at that time, sitting at the outdoor is so freezing cold
Sat there for like 3 hours and after that went home
Student pass gonna expire end of this month, have to use adult card after that
It's like double of student fee, expense certainly will increase
After Jan, will be working half day on every saturday
At least I got to rest on every Sunday, if it's truth
As for the time being, every Sunday I'm also working another job
Life without any off day is really tired and boring
But this will only carry on for about another week or so
.
.
.
.
Heard this speech and I found it very meaningful
When we were 5 years old, teachers asked us what we will be when we grow up
Our answers were like, prince and princess
When we were 10 years old, our teachers asked us again what we will be when we grow up
Our answers were like doctor, rock star and actor
When we grow older, they want a serious answer
The answer goes like this, who the hell knows
This isn't the time to make choices but the time to make mistakes
To get wrong somewhere so that we will learn
So when it's time, we wouldn't have to guess because we'll know!

15/1/11

2011-01-15T18:56:00.004+08:00

Feel so tired!
Well today wasn't any good day for me, i cried for about 3 hours while working
Could really feel the pain in my eyes right now
I don't have a sister who uses hot water to splash at her own sister
It's ok, I had never call her sis in my life, Not now, not even in my life
Maybe it's the things that I did in my past life therefore having this type of sister this life to pay for the debts
Cried till my voice changed, when I called amber she could hear the different in my voice
Anyway, I'm only a toy to let them let their anger out
Father is like this so is her
Why? Is it because I'm the youngest or is it because I didn't say anything when they are letting their anger out on me?
So what if you are the one who intro me this job?
I'm just the fucking person who use my freaking time and my freaking hands to earn the money
You just don't own the rights to say anything on me because you are so dam worst than me
So this is my density uh?
I'm so tired! Really tired
I will just have to bear with it for 3 more months and after that I'm going to quit
Continue to pursue my studies
Just that will have to save really hard for this 3 months to pay for my poly school fees
Yes, I'm paying my own not depending on my mum
I know that she can't afford it anyway, poly school fee gonna be heavy burden for me
My eldest sister paid her own fees too, I believe I can do it too, I have to do it
Just try to spend wisely for this few months
Feel so much better after telling my problems to some friends and after blogging here
I just need to see my little sweetie pie Kingsleys and will be fine
Perhaps to others I may look strong but deep inside I'm not
Not as strong as I seem to be, not as strong as I used to be
Just 3 more months and I will be counting every day to get out
Would rather be studying than having to handle all this shit
I'm just don't fucking own anyone, bear this in mind!

13/1/11

2011-01-13T18:36:00.001+08:00

I'm sick!
Feel so cold
I have already submitted my 12 choices hopefully would be able to get into my 1st choice
Event management

11/1/11

2011-01-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was the release of GCE O level result and I got back my result too
Never did I expect that this would be my result, I was shocked
While sitting in the hall waiting for the results, mdm Rozita told me that I would cry for sure when I see my result
Thinking that my results would be bad and told her not to scare me
Her reply: My job here is to scare you
I was like WTF!
Listening to Mrs Tay talking about the average score that the school got
The 5NA did very well, above nation average
Finally the release of result and I'm number 2
Mr Tay was dam idiot that he didn't want to give me my result slip
I cried! Mdm Rozita was stand beside me
She told me that all my hardwork had been paid off
All the scolding, tears and sweat are worth it
After which, Mdm Erni came over to ask me how's my result and hugged me
Tears of joy
I got a total of 19 points for my 5 subjects
2 B3, 2 B4, 1 C5 and 1 D7 (science)
I finally know that all the tears and hard work are worth it
Still remember that I cried when I did badly for my prelims
Seriously, I'm dam happy and I know that Poly is not a easy path
But I'm gonna work hard on it :)

9/01/11

2011-01-09T12:10:00.003+08:00

Here to update on the genting trip but not much photo as we don't really had time for photo taking
7am we left to Genting and we reach there at about 2.30pm
Check in our rooms and realize that our rooms were the last one and the one near the corner
Leecheng was ... because the last room was her's (King size bed)
Well, our rooms were connected though
Running about between the two rooms was seriously fun
Genting was really boring but I love the wind, the weather and the haze
It was really cold there, when the wind blow towards you, you could feel the chili
First time while talking, there's haze coming out from my mouth
I was like totally LOL because I never thought Genting would be so cold
Actually, I didn't want to bring my jacket there at first
Luckily I brought it with me in the end
It's quite boring over there as there's nothing to shop
We don't play the theme park too
2 days over there had been raining and it's even more cold

Day 1

Xiao mo and Ah mo

Leecheng heating up her eggs

Having my high tea at night time!

Off to sleep

Day 2
Went down to KL to shop but it's raining plus alot of haze therefore couldn't go down
Ate our breakfast and realize that the haze is gone
Quickly went down to KL for our shopping

Just look at the haze! Super cold

In the cable car

Brought some things but leecheng and her sis brought even more

Day 3
Marks the end of the trip (so fast)
Enjoyed myself for the past 2 days :)
Gonna go there again with friends

Just before we leave

4/1/11

2011-01-04T21:39:00.003+08:00

Off to Genting!!!
In less than 12 hours, I'm going to genting but the thing is ...
I hadn't pack my stuff
Got to pack my things later and sleep early
I guess I will have to wake up early tomorrow as I'm sitting the 7am coach
The sad thing is, I will miss 3 ep of break out which is the last few ep
Oh man!
I don't want to miss the show :(

2/1/11

2011-01-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

First of all, I wish everyone a happy new year!
But at the start of new year, it's not a happy one for me
Somethings happen and make me feel really unhappy
Things that I would forever remember in my life, so this is a family?
It shouldn't be like this, shouldn't a family be a happy one but why isn't mine like this?
I'm not asking for much, just a normal family and it will be enough
It's not that I hope to be born with a golden spoon in my mouth or born in a rich family so that I have billions to spend
But I know happy family is not going to appear in my dictionary anymore
Perhaps in my next life?
Well, some time things are really difficult to express into words because words are not enough to get into the point and words are too cheap
Today after my work, I really don't feel like going home because I'm starting to be afraid
The fear I had, could not longer be overcome
Too much for me to handle, resulting in the out-break of my emotion
I understand that there are problems in every family and I'm only a kid therefore I have no stand
But the things that are happening are seriously making me sick
I began to feel so 'used' of being scold when it's not my fault, when there's no reason behind it
All I could do is just to keep quiet, listen to it or just listen to the loudest music I can find
I guess it's time for me to go on a holiday, to let go of everything and enjoy the life
Anyway it's still a long way for me
Got to work tomorrow, after that have to go meet meimei and clique
Work for 2 days and off to Genting :)
A break for me like a finally!

31/12/10

2010-12-31T19:20:00.005+08:00

The last day of 2010

Coming to the end of 2010
It's not a bad year for me but not up to a good year
As every year goes by, I gain something and I lost something
That's what we called no lost no gain :)
I learned so many things this year
I mange to see how a girl turn into a mum, how she change in the inside and the outside
For the first time, I really studied for my exams
For the first time, I didn't sleep and went for my O level
For the first time, I got checked by the police at 9plus
Many first times!
As for next year, I'm not going to hope for anything
Just a happy life will be good enough
Oh dear, I'm going to be 19 next year
So afraid of the feeling that I'm getting older and older
Maybe by 1 day when I didn't realize, I will be already 91 but I think I wouldn't get to live to such a age
Anyway, will be going genting in like 5 days with Leecheng, her sis and mum
So looking forward to it because my first time going overseas with friend
.
.
.
Work was really fun today, we were like all having party during working time
Had pizza and cake, joke around and play around
Was dam piss off with someone (I think amber will know her, her name start with J)
Angry like hell!!!

Little Kingsley when he was born about a few hours

Me carrying the sweetie pie
I seriously in love with him
Face that look like his mother
His hand and leg are like lotus

Happy family :) <3>

26/12/10

2010-12-26T20:37:00.002+08:00

Had been busy working for the past few days
Find my job really boring in ICA
But I can't find a new job because I'm too lazy to go for interview
But the thought of 'this is only a short term job' holds me
Maybe I should just continue this job till April and save up some money
Yes and No!
Tmr is monday again and I have to suffer for 5 days before I'm able to rest
Life had been bored for me
Work > Home > Work > Home
Thursday will be Eileen's birthday
Have to go for her bbq or should I say must?
Got the tickets ready for my genting trip a few days ago
Will be going on the 5th jan to 8th jan
Pay will be coming in on 31st Dec which fall on the Friday :)
I'm so so so going to shopping
When was the last time I went shopping?
Can't recall = long time ago
I miss little Kingsley, will be seeing him in like a few days time
Today while chatting with meimei, I told her that I can't walk for him to learn how to walk
When he knows how to walk, I would bring him a romper
Just by thinking it's already so cute
Had I uploaded little kingsley photo?
Don't think so, gonna upload it next post!

24/12/10

2010-12-24T20:57:00.003+08:00

It's Christmas Eve and I'm staying at home
Well, not a bad idea to stay at home
At least I don't have to be out there squeezing with people
Today while working, the though of O level result is coming in less than a month scares me
I was thinking about how will i react
Be it I got a decent grades or a cert that is just a useless piece of paper
Next week will be jan
Somewhere around mid jan will take back the results
Bh is going tw later on and Lc is oversea zaza
Poor me been left alone
Gonna work tmr and sunday
I'm counting the days left for 2010 and the start of 2011

21/12/10

2010-12-21T20:31:00.004+08:00

Ying's 18th birthday celebration

Went to Bugis for a simple celebration for Ying
Leecheng was late for 1&1/2 hours
We planned to meet at 3pm and she reached at 4.30pm
Totally gone case!
We were like so hungry but still have to wait for her
Ate our lunch not lunch, dinner not dinner meal (said by Leecheng) at the HK cafe which is located near to soul garden
Free Super Giant milk tea for birthday girl
Had been wanting to go over there for birthday celebration but always didn't get the chance
This time, finally got the chance to take a look at the super giant milk tea
Well, it was really big
We couldn't finish the drink despite there were 5 people
2010 is going to end real soon
Lets' welcome the year 2011 with hope
Class is planning a outing on the new year eve
Hopefully there will be a bbq
Didn't ever had a class outing for my over 10 years of school life
Or is it that I didn't want to attend?
Poor me, friends will be oversea during xmas and I will be working on 24 and 25
It's better to be working on those 2 days, better than going out to be sardines
You know, I don't like to be in places with too many people
.
.
.
.
.
.
The birthday girl with her cake :)

The laugh that I would never forget forever
This is what makes her our 开心果

Shy girl!!!

The super big milk tea

19/12/10

2010-12-19T10:46:00.007+08:00

♥♥ Happy birthday to my 12 years sister (Loh Wei Ying) ♥♥
I love you

Know you for so long since pri 1 in Boon Keng Primary School
Follow by Farrer Park Primary school and then Manjusri Secondary School
Been in the same class with you after you quitted school
Today is your 18th birthday, finally you reach a age of 18
Youngest of us all
We had been though ups and downs together
Memories that cannot be erase and replace
Even if I die, you will still remain fresh in my memories
Wouldn't forget you because I knew you for 2/3 of my life in the world
Although we might not contact so much now but our relationship still stay strong
In life we all had different things to pursue
You choose the life you wanted and we had ours too
But I must stress this that we wouldn't forget you just because we had our own friends
Like I said, you can't be replace because I love you too much be it as a friend or as my sister
We had so much memories together
Let's share some out to refresh them alright?
I remember that I hated Leecheng in primary school
We are always so childish to 'break out' with either me or leecheng after a quarrel
I remember once, we break out with leecheng and you all talk to her back because of 5566 sticker or so (Remember this because leecheng is still talking about it)
In Boon Keng Primary School. your mum will bring you beehoon to eat during recess time
I will accompany you always without fail
In primary school after our PSLE
We all choose the same Secondary school
Because we wanted to be together
Leecheng went to 1C, me and you went to 1D and hweeteng to 1E
Well we went into the same class
You sat behind me, the last vertical row in classroom
Nearest to the window
I sat the first seat and you sat behind me which is the second first
That's when we know Bh but only came close when we are in sec 3
People always said that we are twins
You began to skip school with leecheng
Dare not to tell me because I would scold you and nag at you
Always leave me alone in school
Soon, I start to skip school with you all
Went to poly clinic to get our MC at only $3 or 4
Before that or after that, we would eat prata at the geylang outlet
You left school
Without you, I remember me and leecheng continue to skip school and go to your house to sleep
Because your house is near to school at that time
Oh my god
Without knowing, I had already type so much things out
There are still more in my mind
If I type them all out, I'm sure you will be too lazy to read them all
After sharing so much, I want you to know that you will not be forget by us
Until one day when we are old enough, we can go overseas together
So for now, we can only go to malaysia to shop but have to come back on the same day

.
.
.
.
.

Gonna celebrate Ying's birthday later on
Time passes so fast, today is already sunday
Got to start work tomorrow =.-
So tired!
But at least better than doing nothing at home
But luckily for the next 2 saturdays, wouldn't be working due to xmas and new year

16/12/10

2010-12-16T20:32:00.003+08:00

I wouldn't know what the future holds
but I know that if I don't work hard for my future,
it would be nothing to me.
If anything strikes on me,
at least I could tell myself proudly that
I had tried my best and
live for myself instead of others

14/12/10

2010-12-14T20:01:00.003+08:00

Working life started!

For the time being, I'm employed!
But gonna lose my job any time :)
Why?
A lady had went back to office, so while she is not back yet
I will be working
But if she's back, I will have to go
Don't know when is she coming back
But heard from my sis that someone from there is taking a month leave till feb
Might be working till feb and after that, who knows?
Work from 8am - 5.30pm
It's just like school hours
Have to wake up at 6plus in the morning to prepare
Feel like going school
And reach home so early at 6pm
Just feel like a long day after school
People from there had been saying that me and my sister look alike
Seriously, I don't think so
No one had ever say that me and my sister look alike
Not even my mother!
Dec gonna be a busy month for me
A really busy month (with no off day)
I wonder if I can take it ...

11/12/10

2010-12-11T22:36:00.004+08:00

♥ Happy Birthday to my mummy ♥
Job at ICA was still aright but the person in-charge said that there are not enough table so for the time being I will only be working on Saturday
=.-
Hopefully I wouldn't need to wait for too long
The people there was friendly, the job is easy and the environment was perfect too
A quiet place ( I like )
So now, I will have to rot at home during the weekdays
Chal U is going to show a taiwan drama called 下一站，幸福 (Autumn's Concerto)
It's not a new drama but it's really nice and touching
Suddenly feel like watching the show again
A good drama is worth to watch a thousand times
That's what I think
Anyway, changed my blog song to something peaceful
A calming piece of music yet so beautiful
P/s: I finish watching personal taste on chal U
I'm so gonna miss Lee min ho face :(
He is such a handsome guy!

10/12/10

2010-12-10T21:45:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to godson full month celebration
Well, he is really cute
The little king in the house!
Went over to teo heng to sing before heading to the celebration
That's was his mummy idea as it had been long since she went to ktv
After which went to the celebration
But it was really pack up there so we went down and chat
In my life, 1st time been check by the police and it's so dam early like 9plus
I think it's because we are a large group because we had over 10 people
She was sharing things with us and she cried
Really!
My heart really sunk when I see her like this
Like what I had been telling you
At least you had someone with you and will never leave you
When kingsley grow up, he will be able to understand the pain that you undergo to bring him to this world
Filled with love
.
.
.
As for today, went training at Bukit Merah
I will be starting work tomorrow!
Wees
At least I wouldn't be so boring at home
Went down to ICA with meimei to get the baby birth cert done
After which went down to KKH with her to get some matter settle
We were like running here and there
At first we went to ICA wanted to get the birth cert done but she lose a doc hence can't do
So went down to KKH to settle her things and reprint her doc
Then went down to ICA again to do the birth cert
As she need to exchange something so we have to go down to City Sq
First time there but didn't get to shop much as we are rushing against time
Headed down to bugis to buy her long pants
What a walking day today

Happy family :)

9/12/10

2010-12-09T14:07:00.002+08:00

What a great day today is!
2 good news for me
Firstly, my little godson Kingsley is 1 month old
Can't wait to see this cutie pie
Secondly, after so long the job called me and want me to go down for training tmr
So I will be able to start work on saturday :)
Will update more when I'm back
Gonna go out before I'm late to meet friends
I believe the one who is most happy who be meimei
I'll be back
To be continue .....

6/12/10

2010-12-06T16:28:00.003+08:00

I'm a happy girl right now :)
Finally got my pay in for the Singtel event
Wooooo la la~
I'm currently waiting for the ICA job to call me
When I went for interview, they told me that I will have to wait for 2-3weeks
But now, it's already over 3 weeks and they didn't call me
Well, but at least my sister told me that my name had been send over
So what I can do now is just to wait for their call meanwhile I would get my sister to check with them
Hell boring!!!
So feel like go prawning (so random)
Looking forward to thu
My little godson kingsley is going to full month
I'm sure that the one who is happiest would be the mother because she can go out after 9876543210 years
I can't wait to see him!
Who cares about the mother?
hahas (Hope she wouldn't see this)
You know darling, I still love you! <3
I'm learning how to draw eyeliner now and I know that I'm dam slow
Luckily when I'm working in AMK, the lady who owns the pushcart beside me taught me how to draw and she gave me a eyeliner
Had been training at home but still not very good in it

5/12/10

2010-12-04T11:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was such a wonderful day
Went over to MDIS with Teng and headed to Plaza Sing after that
Walked for the whole day and around evening time went to kokyick's bbq
Although I'm sure that we have more things to say but at least we manged to talk some things out
Some misunderstanding and some matters
I might not agree with some of the things you did
But
Hope that you know what you are doing
It's like some long since we meet up with yinn
Hais!
Yinn ah Yinn
What had you been doing?
Please get your phone back from your brother
We need to contact you and when we text you
Your brother wouldn't tell you

2/12/10

2010-12-02T10:58:00.002+08:00

How time files

It's already dec
Somehow feel that we are drifting apart
Is it because we are in different schools or due to our circles of friends?
I suddenly feel that the topic we can talk about is so limited!
I know that I had been wanting you to understand me but it will never happen
Because I had been locking myself up
I had been wanting to be perfect too much
Resulting in the attitude of myself
I'm sorry
I had been expecting too much from you guys as a friend
You all had your own life to go on
But I doubt when is the last time that we open our hearts and talk?
When is the last time that we really sit down and chat
Is it because all of us had our own friends now
So we tend to forget!
I hope this is not the reason
Hopefully we can still be like the past
How we used to be!!!

27/11/10

2010-11-27T20:37:00.003+08:00

Oh my god
My little god son is so super dam cute
My dear, I really can't wait to see him on his full month
My xiao kingsley just looks like his mother when she was young
The pictures of his whole face turning red when he was shitting just looks like his mother when she's shy (red alarm)
.
.
.
.
I'm going to start work in a week or so
Looking forward to it
At least, I wouldn't be so boring at home
Yesterday when working suddenly felt very ill
Feel like vomiting, fever, the world is turning and so cold
When I was sleeping I protect myself :)
Wearing socks, jacket (with my hands in it)
The good thing is, when I woke up the next day
I feel better!
But still feel that the world is turning

25/11/10

2010-11-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

Suddenly I miss the days hanging out with friends
Those days when we could play till we went crazy
As for now, O level had ended but still wouldn't be able to play like how we did in the past
The only reason is because we had all grown up
Not being the same anymore
The way of handling things now are more different
We not only have to think about ourselves but also spare a though for others
Whenever we speak or do something
We really have to think twice
We have to phrase our words in a way that no one will be hurt or at the very least, reduce the number of hurtful words
You never know who will be hurt by all your careless mistake
Because words that had been spoken out, there's no way you can take it back
People will always remember it
.
.
.
Life is about gambling
Every time you make a choice, it's gamble
We always wish for the best result when we choose something
But at times, there are also negative outcome we will receive
'I hope I had make the right choice'
Positive result is like when we win money and for negative result is like losing money
Mostly we will only wish for the positive result
But remember every choices we make there is always a consequences we have to paid
Be it good or bad
We will just have to take it because this is what we call life

23/11/10

2010-11-23T16:53:00.002+08:00

I'm getting boring
Having to stay at home and doing nothing
Had been trying to find something to do like cleaning the house, packing my stuff and etc
But I finish it in 2 hours and now, I'm bored once again
How I wish I could get to work asap
I don't want this kind of life to carry on till mid Dec

I want to go out!
Now a lot of people would ask me how's my O level
Quite sick of hearing and answering
I seriously don't know what the future will be but at least I know that in the past I had tried before
I miss my sisters
LeeCheng, Bh, Xinyi and Yinn
After all, I still love them :)
Overall, I still want them and I prefer them
<3

22/11/10

2010-11-22T18:55:00.003+08:00

Didn't had the chance to blog for the past few days
Working over at roadshow is fun yet tiring
But still I enjoyed my 3 days working in Singtel
At least I know a little more about it and also knew some new friends
To my surprise, saw a few secondary school mates
Like justin, adrian and marco!
Been ages since I last saw Adrain
We so happen to work under Singtel too
Keep on chatting with them
As for today, I packed all my stuff
All my study materials, mostly threw them away
Realize today that I had killed so many tress this year
But still I love the environment
I wonder what can I do tomorrow!
Wanna dye my hair but don't know what colour to dye
Plus my hair is already very damage
I don't want to use anymore chemicals on them
Maybe I should spam treatment
Life is so so aimless now
I should start to aim for something
A branded bag?
Nia, I'm not so into branded goods
So what should I aim for?

18/11/10

2010-11-18T22:33:00.003+08:00

Goodbye for the last time to secondary school
Graduation day had come to the end
For real this time, I'm not going back anymore to study there
Really going to miss so many things in MJR
Be it good or bad
Still remember that Mdm Rozita will always want us to drop her subject
Chasing us for coursework
She had taught me for a total of 4 years
I'm so gonna miss her voice and her scolding and her shouting
Still remember that Mdm Erni will always talk to me nicely
Tell us what are the ways to study Humanis
I'm so sorry that I really treated her very badly in the past (when I'm in sec 3)
She was my form teacher from sec3 to sec4
A total of 2 years
She is the only teacher that had seem me grow in my thinking
The only teacher I love in school so madly
Because of her, I began to love Geog
And also because of her, I changed in my attitude towards studies
She once told me that she's proud of me but the change that I had made is because of her
She should be proud of herself instead
Today was really a wonderful day
I wonder if we can still have any class gathering
Perhaps class chalet or something like that
I don't want to lose contact with them
I really love this class, the classmates, the jokes and the teachers

Yujie! No more Fridays

My lovely teacher Mdm Erni

Form teacher Mr tay

Miss siti :)

The last class photo we take

ZhanRong !

Peifang!

Mdm Toh!

Deneng!

Shawn Over

Random

2010-11-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

This is for you, my dear!
Words that I had been wanting to tell you
It was never easy for you
Having to overcome others negative comments, people's view of you and the pain
When I first know about it
I know everything gonna change
Be it your attitude, your life or even your thinking
It's never easy for a young girl to go through this without a man supporting you
Although we as friends always said that we will be there for you
But how much can we help?
I really don't know
Just that I'm trying my very best to be beside you, to help you and to support you
Although you told me that you wouldn't mind what others say about you
I know deep inside you mind it a lot
It's never easy to ignore
When others are commenting on you, they had never though the pain you undergo
In the inner and the outer
They had no rights to say anything on you because they are just being a fool of themselves
Because they don't understand anything
The best gift god had given you
It's the one and only
Nothing can replace it or take it away from you
Because it had been with you for so long
Suffering together with you, crying together with you and dancing along with you
He would be loved by me
A thousand times more than the father can give
But
A million times lesser than the mother will give
Actually there are more but I really don't know how to phase it into words
Deep inside I hope you would understand the things that I want to tell you

17/11/10

2010-11-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

I'm blogging almost everyday now because I'm have too much time to spare
Finally meet up with my girls today
We like 9876543210 years never go out shopping together
Meet up with BH and XY first
Walk around 313
After that went over to Taka to meet LC
Walk around with them till 7 plus and headed to parkway to celebrate TS Birthday
Mum had been nagging at me for going out everyday and reach home so late
Just finish my exams so let me play for awhile :)
Graduation day!
I can't wait
Wanting to see what my classmates wear
After graduation day will be going to sing with them
.
.
.
On the 16/11/2010
Went to bake cookies at HT's house
At the time when I want to go bugis
It's raining heavy and I got no choice but to take bus instead of train
Walk around bugis with amber, ZR, KX and DN for a while
Maybe an hours or so then I have to go for my training
After my training, they (w/o amber) came and we walk around 313 & far east
ZR was dam angry with the KFC located at Far East
Everytime when he came back he will scold 'Cheebye'

16/11/10

2010-11-16T09:48:00.002+08:00

Welcome to Tuesday!
What will I be doing today?
Another busy day
Will be going to teng's house later on to bake cookies
If there's time left might be going to shop for clothes with amber
I had already brought my dress for graduation day
Yesterday went Novena with mum and went looking for the shop
Because wed I'm working in the morning and afternoon
So I'm afraid that I wouldn't have the time to buy
The dress is really cheap
Cost me only $39 and I love it a lot
Got to go for training with xinyi later on
Eileen wouldn't be working with me on the coming Singtel IT fair
Graduation day is only 2 days later
I'm really really looking forward to it!
The first time graduation day is after our O level
The first time the graduation day is so different

15/11/10

2010-11-15T14:44:00.003+08:00

It's world kindness day a few days back and I received this sunflower :)

Had been trying to look for a dress for my graduation day
But seems like I'm not looking for myself but for others
Had already decide which shop I'm gonna get my dress from
A newly open shop and the price is very reasonable for plus size clothing
My phone which is less than 1 year old is dead
I think it's the screen problem
Got to get it to service before the warranty end
Working on Saturday and I swear it's dam tiring
Working from 11 to 8
It's not tiring but it's boring that's why I'm tired
But at least there's someone to talk to me over there
As for yesterday went over to tiffany house before going to my laopo house
Spend almost half a day over there
From 12plus to 6 or so
After which headed back to tiffany's house to rest before heading to bugis
I really need to learn how to wear contact lens
Miss my bus yesterday due to my eyes
I was like waiting for 197 to go bugis and the bus is coming
But I couldn't see the number clearly as I need my pair of glasses
And the bus didn't even go near the bus-stop and just drove off
I was like dam irritated as I'm really late
In the end, I suddenly remember that my laopo say that 48 can reach bugis too and it's faster
It took me less than 20 mins to reach bugis from parkway
Got to go prepare to go out with mum to service my phone plus looking for dress!

12/11/10

2010-11-12T22:10:00.003+08:00

P/S: I got no photo to upload hence choose a photo of me when I'm young
My head is like ...
Forehead is so big and tall and 'pop'
.
.
.
Gonna update something on my blog
It's 12 Nov 2010 today
O level had come to an end (like finally)
I'm not going to think about my result for at least 2 months
Will be enjoying myself for that 2 months
After which my head will be pain due to my result
Yes, no confidence over my O level
Not only this
I got no confidence in myself too
O level ended which means secondary school had ended too
Graduation day would be on the 18 Nov
The last time I'm gonna enjoy with friends in school
Who knows when are we going to meet up again?
Went for 2 interviews
1 is for the ICA Building job which is intro by my sis (as she is working there)
The other is a Singtel IT fair which is located at suntec
Working with Xinyi and Eileen from 19 Nov to 21 Nov
I know it will be tiring but I just wanna try out something new like an event job
So sick and tired of promoter and sales job
So basically will not be looking for such job this year as my full time job
Today was the last paper and went for the job interview
After that went over to Teoheng for Peifang's 17th birthday celebration
Although I was there for about less than an hour but still enjoyed with them
Ate subway for dinner and went home
A tiring yet fun day out with them
Very soon, I will start my working life
So I will be enjoying myself before I go to work
Next week will be a busy week for me
Looking forward to it :)

31/10/2010

2010-10-31T10:15:00.005+08:00

I got so many people to wish
Firstly, lets' get all those birthday wishes done
Happy Birthday to kaixun (27 Oct)
Happy Birthday to Ah Ger (28 Oct)
Happy Birthday to Yijie and Meimei (30 oct)
And the last but not least
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO XINYI
Wow, I'm great
I can remember all their birthdays
Okay, gonna be a short post as I have to finish a chapter of Geog before I go out and celebrate with my girls
Well, I had already cleared all the main subjects
Now without the main subjects
I feel so slack
Opps, that's not what I should feel now
All the papers are alright as I don't dare to say that it's easy
So now I've left with my Ss, Geog and F&N
Chinese wouldn't really stress me as I need only about a day or so to study
The one that stress me so would be my Ss and Geog
So for now I'm left with 2 days to finish my Geog
And
6 days to revise my Ss and F&N
After all this, I'm gonna be free!
I will be back after my O levels!!!!

18/10/10

2010-10-18T21:52:00.002+08:00

I'm going back to school tomorrow :)
Miss school like 9876543210
First time studying EL
Hopefully I can remember everything on the big day
So for now my life would be no life until I finish my O level

16/10/10

2010-10-16T10:06:00.005+08:00

Had been skipping school for the past 4 days
Actually wanted to go on friday which is also the last day of school
But couldn't wake up
Regretted for not going
I'm so so so going to miss everything about secondary school
It's the place where I grow up
A place when I changed for good to bad, bad to worst and worst to good
Been through so many things in secondary school
My friends who were sitting around me, my teachers, my classroom and lastly my clique of friends
All teachers say that my corner is very noisy
Yes, I admit! :)
But it's so fun to sit with them
The things that we talk are forever so random
Had been sitting together with Shawn Soon for about 4 years in secondary school
He either sit behind me, beside me or in front of me
Should I say that I'm lucky or unlucky?
He never fail to make me laugh but he is dam irritating
He always lend me his Iphone when I'm boring in class but I have to be careful not to finish his battery
Things about the school that I used to feel that it's so 'OMG'
Now, I will be missing those OMG, those laughter and those jokes
Those stupid things that we do and when times we were scolded by teachers
The day that I will never forget would be the national day
The day when we played hand-ball and we won the second place
The time when we achieved something together as a class
As 5B
I'm sure that another day that I wouldn't forget would be the graduation day on 18 Nov
A day that really marks that end of our secondary life
If anyone ask me if I regretted to repeat my N levels
My answer would be NO
If anyone ask me if I regretted to go for my O levels
My answer would again be NO
Because of this 2 years
I know many many new friends

10/10/10

2010-10-10T10:28:00.003+08:00

Today is such a nice date 10/10/10
Alright shall cut my post cut as I'm running against time
A few days back went over to Pasir Ris park for a little of relaxation
As for yesterday, went over to bugis to meet my girls
First time trying Mahantthan Fish Market
No bad!
Walk around bugis sheet and home sweet home to finish my half completed geog notes
Totally days left to hell-10 days
32 more days to heaven

Lastly me :) Byebye!

2/10/10

2010-10-02T17:41:00.002+08:00

Finally it's oct ...
O level is starting end of this month and I'm so hell worry about it
But still I just wish for the best
I'm so looking forward to Nov and Jan
Nov is the time when I end my years in secondary school
Jan will be the time when I could really start enjoying my holiday
I realized that out of 14 papers only 2 paper start in the morning which is geog and ss
As for the others it all start around 1 plus, 2 plus and 4pm
Which is good for me as I can wake up early and study
Up to now when people ask if I'm confidence
My answer would be NO
I hope that I will not be giving in too much hope for my O level result
But it's beyond my control
P/s: Everything gonna change when love turn into hate, when couple turn into friends, when friends turn into enemy, when you turn into nothing in my heart! (meaningful uh? Saw this online)

21/9/10

2010-09-21T17:45:00.002+08:00

It's the 21st of September today and it means ...
Officially 1 month before my O levels start
I feel so guilty that I didn't study at home yesterday
Seriously, I don't feel like studying now but after blogging
I'm gonna drag myself to the study table and do my work
Mum is out of town for 4 days
Which means that I'm alone in the room
What should I study later on?
Enough of maths my dear
Perhaps English or C.Humi
So tired but have to finish 1 English compo, a geog paper and 1 maths practice

16/9/10

2010-09-16T16:30:00.003+08:00

Got back all my prelim papers
Well Well Well
Didn't drop but still maintain at the same grade without improvement
Maybe some improvement
I totally break out after I saw it
Perhaps I stress myself too much in my studies
Who doesn't want to do well in their studies?
I'm worry that I put in much effort but in the end I got nothing
If I didn't mange to get into a poly
Seriously, wasted 2 years instead of 1 year
After seeing my prelim results, got more motive to study now
Now I going to give in my best, no more playing
Just gonna work like a cow for about 1month or so and I'm free
This is the words that I tell myself in order to get myself sitting in front of the study desk
Doubt to be blogging much again as my life would be dam boring
I'm sure no one wants to read it
Got to go for my studies :)

12/9/10

2010-09-12T09:39:00.002+08:00

On the 10 Sep 2010 went to tongshan's house to study
For the first time I studied for such a long hours
From 2plus to 10pm
Was dam tiring but was fun though
Might be going to study again with them later
Studying with them is better as they really do motive me
Plus studying in a cooling and outdoor location is even better
It's time already
Not going out often now
I told them that every Saturday we can study together
Oh my god!
Tomorrow starting school and I only left with 1 1/2 months to O levels
.
.
.
.
Sometimes the things that you choose to do I can't interrupt
But have this even cross your mind?
The decision that you choose does not always affect you
It will affect everyone that cares about you
Things may look simple but in fact it's not
So the best thing to do is ....
Don't bother
It does not concern me
It does not hurts me when you are hurt

9/9/10

2010-09-09T20:02:00.004+08:00

The smile :) ...
Hope that the smile that I use to have will not be gone
So let me ask myself 'what are friends?'
I though that friends are forever but I was just being naive
When time goes by, friends tend to drift apart
Regardless of how long we knew each other
More than 10 years or less than 10 years?
In the end, it will just be gone slowly and becomes nothing
Friends forever? Sister forever?
It's totally bullshit
We will normally be close to the friends in school
After we went on the different path in life
No longer have the same topic to talk about
Sometimes just feel that you are like a stranger to me
The words that you use, the action that you did, the thinking you had
How come its so different?
Did the time changed you or is it the environment?
Everything will just go as the clock move
Nothing we can do!
All we can do is just to stand by and do NOTHING
Let nature takes everything
Goodbye!!!

8/9/10

2010-09-08T09:24:00.005+08:00

So ...
Sometimes I really don't understand what I'm thinking
Sometimes I really don't know what I want
Perhaps I'm crazy
I have something in my heart but I just don't know how to speak it out using words
I'm happy though
Went out yesterday to parkway
Last minute decide to sing at teoheng hence cabbed down
Grey clouds cover the blue sky
Seems like raining soon
Is the clouds crying?
They are not in the good mood today so am I
Maybe its because of the limited time to get to sleep
Feel so tired yet going out soon
Permed my hair but somehow don't really like the curl
Still prefer my super big curl than this digital perm
But just let it be
Not going to change hairstyle now as my hair is dam damaged
After my O's level then will I change my curl into the bigger curl
Alright
Gonna stop here
Have to get prepare to go out before the clouds cry

5/9/10

2010-09-05T08:39:00.004+08:00

Hello I'm back
Had been blogging these few days because I still have some more pictures to upload
Holiday is here
Should I go re-perm my hair?
Or just leave it?
I'm worry the outcome would not be nice as the girl whom I think could do my hair well is gone
I don't dare to let others touch my hair
Hmmmmmmm
Have to really think twice
So boring at home!
Can someone please call me out?
Finally, my prelims had come to an end
But I doubt if I would do well
EL- I never pass my English, maybe a D7?
Maths- Hopefully a B3/4 or something like C? Please do not fail
Sci- Nia, I don't give it a dam
F&N- If I fail I would be D7 but if I pass it wouldn't be a good pass either
MT- I was coughing non-stop on that day. Sure wouldn't do well
C. Hum- Well for this, Perhaps a C5/6 but surely I'm aiming higher for my O's level
Better not dwell too much on it or else I'm going crazy

Sticky <3

2/9/10

2010-09-02T11:16:00.005+08:00

On the 31 Aug 2010 we celebrated Tiffany and my birthday
Again went to teoheng!
Meet kaixun at my house bus stop and we hop on to the bus peifang was in
Ate our lunch with amber and went to buy the magic relight candlers
Walk over to teoheng from parkway and I swear it was dam bloody hot
Tiffany and dionis reached there earlier than us :)
Joy missed out our fun as she reached very late
Tiffany was dam funny to keep on blowing out the candlers
Resulting the room to be very smoky
In the end, she found out that it was the relight candlers
Her face was dam funny
Spend my night over at her house and we talk about so many things
Had subway for breakfast and leave her house at 12pm
The first thing I reach home was to bath and upload all the pictures that they took in my camera
All thanks to them
I got so many pictures to upload and the worst thing is I have to compress the picture as the mb was way too big
After which, off to my bed!

Some pictures to share as I'm dam lazy to upload all

30/8/10

2010-08-30T15:19:00.008+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday to myself :D
Here to update my dead blog with pictures
Yesterday was my 18th birthday
Went over to teoheng with xinyi, yin, leecheng and bh
Wanted to eat ashton but changed to steamboat
Although I know that I had exams the next day
Still played till late
Reached home at about 11plus
To others it's not late but to me it is
Because I always sleep at 10pm when there's school the next day
Slept only at 12plus as I'm a good girl
Study SS in the middle of the night
So long since the five of us meet up and go out together
Hope that there's still further chances
I'm sure it will
Tomorrow gonna have a self declare holiday
Not going for the teachers day celebration
Having another celebration tomorrow with
Kaixun, Zr, Eileen, Tiffany, Amber,Dionis, Ts, Joy and Pf :D
Today went school and friends are so funny
One thing 'wah, kityu 18 liao wor'
I'll never forget what Eileen said '18 liao still so childish'
Maybe I could say that I'm happy that I finally reached a age of 18
But feel that time passes so quickly
Lastly have to thanks xinyi, Leecheng, yin and bh for celebrating my birthday on a sunday despite having school the next day
So happy that I only need to go school two days for this week
Monday and Friday :D
Monday clear and left with Friday only
Alright, will end my post here and it;s going to rain
Time to have my nappy

Some picture to share

26/8/2010

2010-08-26T16:10:00.003+08:00

One word to say 'Impossible'
Two words to say 'Thank you'
Three words to say ' I am sorry'
Four words to say ' My birthday is coming'
Five words to say ' Gonna update blog very soon'
Ok, I'm just trying to be lame!
Will update with pictures after my birthday celebration
29 Aug and 31 Aug
I'm waiting for it to come!

19/8/10

2010-08-19T20:49:00.001+08:00

I'm so so so so so happy today
Finally done with my F&N coursework
Printing done
Edition done
Everything just done
Also got back my O level chinese result
I know that it's the grade that I would get
B3? But luckily my oral was distinction
Perhaps still hope for improvement
I'm sick for nearly a week
Coughing non-stop
*cough*cough*
Hope that by monday I would recover fully
Having my english oral that day
If I go with my cough, I will really die flat

15/8/10

2010-08-15T11:33:00.001+08:00

On my way to school and saw that the clouds are pretty
I really want to study but I just don't know where and how to start
Forget about it
I already had my plans if I can't make it into poly
I had been a very good girl for not going out
This is also the reason why I didn't have any photos to update
So sick of going out in Singapore
Just hope my O level could end and I can go to Malaysia with friends
At first I though that I had finish my coursework
But when I'm doing my content page
I found out that my research only had 9 pages and that's too little
Had to brush up on it
After August I could really say bye bye to coursework
Suddenly miss my girls so so so much
How long had it been from our last outing?
I guess about 3 months or so
3 months is so long
But still I never forget any one of you, the same goes to yin too
Perhaps you think that we had already forgotten about you
No calls No msges over the past few months
So how are you doing?

10/8/10

2010-08-10T16:01:00.003+08:00

Suddenly just feel like blogging
Suddenly just feel like changing

I'm boring therefore I decide to blog
Sometimes when I'm thinking if I should voice out when I feel that someone is doing things that is wrong
But you told me this 'if you think that you are doing the right thing, go ahead'
It's just a simple sentence yet it's volume is not
There are some hidden meaning
'If'-means that it's not right
Be prepare for the worst, the worst come to the worst
Time really flies and it's already August
Just 2 more months to my O's level
Prelims start tomorrow too!
The day when the clock reach 12a.m
It means that we are a day nearer to the near; to the dead; to O's level; to result day

Just changed my blog song!!

2010-08-08T17:03:00.002+08:00

Well, this was taken on 6 Aug 2010 after our school national day celebration
I could only say that the first time I feel that 5B was united as a class
Although I didn't take part in the game but I really feel happy when our class goal
We got all the way to semi-final and even final
We didn't got the first but I'm sure that to everyone in 5B
We are the CHAMPION!!!
That day was really a day which I will not forget
Seeing that all of us cheer for each other was so warm in my heart
But this will be our last year in manjusri
It will end soon!
Hope that everyone score well in their O level
I'm in love with my class 5B and I'm proud to be in this class

1/8/10

2010-08-01T11:35:00.002+08:00

Its first of August today
A brand new month
I can't wait for friday which is the national day celebration
Hope that our class can win as we are all wearing the class tee
I'm sure it gonna be fun on that day
Alright!!!
F&N coursework B is down as for coursework A, still a bit of edition
After which F&N will not be a slacking lesson anymore...
To Leecheng: Sorry that when you need someone I'm not there. Perhaps its because we are both in the different schools and we couldn't meet up often. I couldn't sense the sadness and helpless you had for the past few days. Maybe I'm a good listener but I'm not a good adviser. It's difficult for me to say anything because I'm only a third party. Although I am not very good in giving advise but I know that you are getting more and more unhappy. Do you realize that, my dear?

26/7/10

2010-07-26T17:15:00.003+08:00

Back to blog
But seriously, I've got nothing to blog about
Life was just like a typical student
Anyway, caught eclipse and blood pledge a few weeks ago
Shall talk about eclipse first
Out of all 3, I still prefer twilight
I though that the main point on eclipse is that the female vampire was killed
But I was wrong
The fighting part last only for about 5mins or so and she's dead
But still I love this show lots
As for blood pledge
It might be a horror movie but the main point is more on friendship than ghost
Overall was still alright!
Chinese result is coming out soon at somewhere near national day
At most would only be a B3
Because I know my oral was ...
Have to go and prepare for my geog block test
Hopefully I would pass
Just feel that my geog result nowadays are so disappointing

17/7/10

2010-07-18T10:56:00.005+08:00

Alright! Gonna blog something before going for my little studies
Ytd went out for a mini shopping to get my pair of FLATS
Because qkl said that I only wear heels
I guess I have to start saving up
I wanna buy many many things
Go for many many shoppings :)
I swear that I will not buy heels anymore
To stop my feet from suffering
Few days back just got back my coursework for edition
One word to say DIE
A lot of things for me to edit
About half of the coursework are in red
I ask my teacher what does it mean when you highlight it in red
She replied this "I highlight it in red because I suggest you to remove it"
My reaction *faint*
Got a feeling that I will not do well for my F&N this year
Kityu had officially give up on science
Be it phy or chem
Just white flag up for me
Yea, I'm stupid but seriously I don't care what others say about me
I live for myself, not for you
I lead the life I want not living like a robot control by a stupid computer

Off I go for my studies!

13/7/10

2010-07-13T16:34:00.003+08:00

Once again, mood is down
Woke up late today hence gave school a miss
Chinese oral yesterday and the passage killed me
Forget about it
What over is over but can I really forget?
No words can express the feeling I'm having now
Perhaps everything was just a lie
Including myself, totally a lie
Some time people asked me
Why do I keep quiet when I'm in problem or when there's something in my heart
Because I don't want people to understand me
I hate people to know me
Maybe I'm just protecting myself to be hurt
Everyone is a illusion !!!

Elmo!!!
I'm unhappy
Are you there?
Let me feel you!

8/7/10

2010-07-08T21:33:00.002+08:00

I reflected on myself today
I may look happy to others but am I really?
I look strong to most of the people out there but I'm not
I look into the sky, thinking why?
But never did I blame god
I would only blame myself
Out of the sudden, feel so tired
Maybe the only way for me is to have long hours of sleep
If I were given a chance to start my life afresh in a new place
I would go without any hesitation
Because I know
No one even care if I'm there or not

30/6/10

2010-06-30T20:23:00.002+08:00

Totally no time to update my blog
New term = New timetable
And my new timetable sucks to the max
End school at 4plus or 5 plus on mon-thu
OMG
I could feel the stress getting stronger and stronger
Gonna reduce the time I use computer
Just received my F&N coursework B question few days back
Got to start on my coursework B when my coursework A is not done yet
For my good results
I have to give up a lot of things
TIRED!!!

26/6/10

2010-06-26T17:39:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday to AMBER!!!
Here to update with photos
I hate to update without photos
Monday would be the start of my school days
Next week gonna be a busy week
Mon, tue and fri would be going out after school
I promise myself to finish my F&N coursework by fri but seems like I'm still far back
Still some more to go and I'm done
Have to get back to my coursework!
.
.
.
.
Working life with xinyi was fun
Wanted to webcam with her yesterday but hers was not working
So she used my phone camera
Flood my phone with her face!!!

14/6/10

2010-06-14T11:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday
Went over to my grandma house because my mum wanted me to go over to look after her
She's sad, I could tell
Of cause, losing her child
In the evening, she treated dinner
One sentence came out from her which I feel really sad
After dinner, we went for a walk
She said :'Do come over more often because I don't know if we still have much time to have meals together'
Feel really really really like crying
No words can state the feelings of my heart

10/6/10

2010-06-10T09:39:00.002+08:00

When my mum called me to tell me the news
The very first time, I'm totally speechless
I don't know how to react
What can I say?
I could only hope nothing bad happens
But no matter how much I hope
I couldn't change the fate
The fate wants to take my aunt away
What can I do?
Saw my mum crying non-stop
My heart feels heavy
Sometimes, I really hope that what I dream of never come true
What I always dream of and feel that it's so real
It never fail to come true
Just two days ago
I dream of my grandmother coming to look at me the last time before she pass away
When I woke up, my pillow and eyes were filled with tears
That dream seems so real
Therefore, I'm really worry about my grandma
Yesterday, nothing happen so I though it's only a dream
Just before I go to bed
My mum called me and told me the my aunt ....
From her voice, I could tell that she's crying
When she return
She asked me "how to tell grandma?"
Life is forever weak
RIP...

9/6/10

2010-06-09T12:29:00.005+08:00

When can I slow down and take a good look of the things changing around me?
Maybe it's not the time yet
Or should I say that
Maybe I'm afraid to face anything
You told me he changed
But let me tell you this
You changed too
People change as time goes by
Holiday starts!!!
But what am I going to do during this holiday?
Left 3 weeks of holiday
Feel kind of guilty for not touching my coursework for more than a week
Perhaps it's time for me to really settle down and prepare for my O level
Yea!
That's what I'm going to do
So in the year 2010
My only topic
My main topic
My one topic
My last topic
.
.
Will be O level
Whenever I see the date
I could hear the steps of O level
*tik tok tik tok*
This marks the end of the day
This tells me that another minute is gone
I need someone to get me out and study
Luckily
Tomorrow after work
Xinyi wanted me to study with her
What had I been doing during the past few days?
Studying? (None)
Going out? (A few days)
Watching drama (Yes)
Catch the drama called xia yi zhan, xing fu
Oh my god
It's dam bloody nice
I planned a outing next week
But unfortunately Yinn couldn't join us
It's getting harder and harder to gather all
Unless one of us birthday
Have to go and plan my study time-table
I really hate science
It's getting my head big